Chad.

- I can't explain how had it is going on without you here. I never thought it would be you that would be taken so soon. You always had the biggest whitest prettiest most breathtaking smile on your face. I'll never forget seeing you at cheer practice or cheer competitions. I'll never forget the last time I saw you. It was July third twothousandten. It was the fourth of July cooking for the cheer gym. You were so happy and full of life. I admired you from a distance. I always have had the biggest crush on you. Since the first time I saw you when I was like eight years old. I wanted to tell you, even though it wouldn't have made a difference. I just wish you knew. I figured I should have told you, so I was going to. But two days before our first cheer competition you got into that car accident. The accident I wish never have happened. The accident that took your life. You were only eighteen. A senior in high school. Graduation just around the corner. I know your probably happy now, I just hate thinking about what happened. There isn't one single day I don't think about you. I always cry, thinking a thousand tears will bring you back. I hate that your gone. I hate that I never told you things that I needed to. I'll never get the chance now. I just hope you know I love you. I think about you everyday. It has almost been ten months. I can't wait to see you again. I miss you more than anything.
- Nikki